*Exploding soon*

Happiness ran as fast as when it arroved  knocking on my door. December, January and February felt so blissful...but once I reached Taiwan,school started,hell welcomed me with such a evil and "warm" embrace. Every time,Every damn time I try to be happy and look at the positivity of things,somehow something bad will suddenly arise and use negativity to stab me in the heart as if to make it clearer each time that life is really full of crap,it makes you feel like you're drowning yet you still have to put up a bright plastic smile for show,for the people around you and sometimes you even have to be brave so that you can give others the strength and encouragement they need although deep down you feel so hopeless. Tolerance? Patience? I was pushed to my limit,what did I get in return? Zero appreciation and tons of complaints. More and more crap is happening lately and would be a never ending list if I list them out now...only one word to conclude. FED UP,so damn Fed Up with this whole xxxxxxxxxx ! Forgive me for being emo at 12.40am