Happy Ending and a New Beginning

"Time means nothing,until it becomes a special moment."

"Across clear skies. Among glowing stars. That's where I'll find us."

What is Love

 什麼是愛？

What is love?
Definitely not taught in textbooks,haha.
Because it's unexplainable,the definition itself is too vast to be explained.

  This may sound cliché but honestly,you are my first true love. Someone that made me wanna pour out my entire being for. I know I can love,but i didn't know that I was capable of giving so much love. You think that you didn't put much effort,you didn't love as much as I did? But I saw it,all of your effort and in those 8 months,you've never simply use that "word",instead you use actions to prove it,and I felt it deeply,I wouldn't say every day,but in every little details,every little things that you did,that to you maybe it's nothing or it's "what you're suppose to do", but I have never ever taken anything for granted,I really,Really,appreciate everything that you've done and am still doing for me.

  From the first day we met,you showed me that first impressions aren't always accurate, "don't judge a book by it's cover" hit me really hard. Beneath that tall,broad shoulders,tan skin and Chinese tattoos,is a guy with the most beautiful heart that I've ever seen. Someone who is genuinely kind,nice and honest. You also have one of the cutest momXD she looks fierce but she's actually this really cool and funny mom XD Thank God,under all this special circumstances,after 19 years,we were able to cross paths and walk into each other's life =) 

  I actually still kinda feel scared and were full of doubts even after studying in Taiwan for almost a year, cuz my family and friends always advise me to be careful with the new people that i just meet,but not even a month into our friendship,can't explain why I trust you,trust you as much as how I trust my best friends,though logically I shouldn't trust someone that I've only known for a month. 

  When people look back at our relationship,they'll probably think it's from a movie or something,when I look back,it still looks like a dream to me but at the same time,I know that this is a reality. What's the difference between a dream and reality? In a dream,my dream guy would just accept me for who I am and I don't have to change a single thing about myself,I don't even have to "improve" myself. Reality is,you accepting me for who I am,mentally and physically,never once asking me to change or be like someone else,but at the same time,teaching and helping me find ways to improve myself,not to change who I am,but so that I could be a better version of myself. I always thought I'm strong and is capable of doing so many things,but after days and months of care and observation from you,you made me realise that I can be stronger than that, and I'm able to achieve so much more in life. 

  Thank you for truly and fully accepting me and loving me for who I am when I didn't love myself,didn't accept myself. It's amazing that you can see how "special" I am when nobody and not even I saw it before. Each day that i spent with you made my self value higher and higher. Each of the "self hurt" that I used to feed myself decreases as I fly through months with you. 

                                                  

  It's always so exciting to go through so many new experiences with you. I have No regrets,from the first time we kissed until that final decision we agreed to,not a single regret,because it's You. With you, I can't find any regrets,because,you are You. Thank you for pushing your patience to the limits for me,not once,but many times. Thank you for showing me that a relationship is not just about two people pouring out their "emotions" for each other and saying sweet talks that might just be temporary,it's about trust,efforts and little actions that prove that you're willing,you wanna stay and care for someone not just in their good times,but also at their darkest and ugliest days. I'm really so damn lucky to have you just like how you're so lucky to have me,I know rightXP

  Already moving on,but obviously not fully yet,slowly but steadily moving on. Had drawn a line between us. But will still want to be best friends with you.I really really treasure our friendship from day one,and,will never stop loving you,but now I'm loving and caring for you in a different way. You probably don't know how special you are to deserve such love and care,but you are very Special,so rare and hard to find. Maybe someday I'll stop loving you,cuz i got Alzheimers and i can't even remember my own nameXD

  For now,all I can say is...I Don't Need you,but i Want you in my Life. These 8 months had been magical. That was a beautiful chapter in my life. Now as we start a new chapter in our lives,I'm really looking forward to annoy you until you die =P