To: The lady I love❤(阿嬤)

How are you?

Are you having a good life or are you still suffering?

Are you being like a guardian angel,watching after me every day?

Do you still remember me?

When will...?

There's just too many questions I wanna ask that'll never be answered=/

I still miss you so much,even after 232 days have past without you,I still miss you that much>.<

If I could go back in time,I would grab the opportunity to tell you "i love you" and give you hugs that could support you...

There's just so many "i-wish-i-had-done..." things that I wish I did before you left us without a word...

I have accepted everything that's happened to me in life,but This I'm still trying to accept.

When I look at photos,it brings back so many memories,so many meanings.

Why does us human beings always only appreciate when we lose it?

Why sometimes we wanna get a second chance but can't have it?

Your departure made me realize that we have to Appreciate every little moments in life,treasure every chance that were given, and never Ever take things for granted>.<

I miss your bear hugs,

I miss your yummy cookings,

I miss going grocery shopping with you,

I miss you taking me to parks to feed the squirrels,

I miss your warm hand that holds my cold hands,

I miss being on the mountain with you,

I miss you covering blankets for me on winter,

I miss Everything about you='(

Now in my daily life,I always remember the life advices you gave us and take it as my guidance=)

Reality hurts...

Sorry for lying to you,

I was too naïve...

Things may change,but my love for you will never change,

You may be gone,but you'll forever be in my heart❤

Thank You

      &

I Love You

For coming into my Life=)

Do not judge a Book by its Cover>.<

There was this really B* girl that seem really arrogant and people around me can't stop talking about her since I was form 3 which kinda really annoyed me in a way.
But guess what?
Fate brought us to be in the same class in form4(2012) ...
I wouldn't say I hate or dislike her,but I just had this little thing against her>.<
I think it was around March or April when I started having short conversations with her,and each new conversation brought me to realization that she was totally not that arrogant or whatsoever girl I thought she was...???
Totally a different person from what I expectedX) *shocking moment*
People thinks she has a Perfect life,even me,but puh-lease,Nothing is Perfect in life.
Glad that I was able to know her "inside out" her good & bad,what she's good at and what she sucked atXD
Best time: Staying at the hostel together And being Roomates^.^
Gosh,I miss those times when we stayed up late at night and ended up gossiping and talking about "life" instead of studying for our class testsXP
Listening to her strumming her guitar and singing together with her was Fun & Amazing=D
Sleepover and dinner together was great tooX)
She was even there to help me give my dad a surprise birthday lunch at KuriyaXD
We may have only known each other for 541 days,but you had made a great impact in my life somehow=.=(don't 暗爽)
I'll always be there for you when you need me,you know right?>.^
Never ever regret this friendship🌵 even though you always threaten and bully meT.T
-You are one of my precious FRIEND(BFF)❤-
*this longwinded me will always be longwinded towards youXP
...Take care wherever you are,don't think you are a "not meant to be",or me and your fans would be heart breakXD
This funny quote by me is for uXD
"Let your Haters continue to be jealous of you,your Supporters continue to admire you" =)

Milo

Drinking Milo anytime and anywhere so you can "go further"...love hot drinks on a cold night❤
Plus the chocolate sensation in your mouth=P

One of my obsessions...😘

One of my obsessions lately...frozen yoghurt!!!!!!!!!!>.<
So if you plan to bring me out on a perfect date,please include a frozen yogurt treat😋
The tuitions are really drowning me...
Today: Piano class
Bio tuition
Maths tuition
Worst part-haven't finish my school holiday homework although 7 days of holidays has past😩
*sigh😪 if I really wanna ace my SPM(major exam of high school), I've gotta start working harder than a workaholic~!😤 Okay,that's kinda exaggerating...😅
But at least have to finish all my homework by this week or else I'll be racing against time😣
-Exam Pressures-
Back to my obsessions...well,now I crave for cereal every Breakfast^.^feels so healthy and unhealthy at the same time,but who cares,it's just for this holiday>.^

Last time BBQ with the beloved ones>.<

Catching fire?
We were trying to "catch" the fire like crazy@.@
It kept running away from us,arghhh=o=
But in the end,after all the fanning and effort we succeeded^.^
So many deliciously special BBQ food=P
Champagne showers tooXD
Tonight may be just another 29th of April,but to us,it is a night that we will never forget>.<

I can't wait for the seniors BBQ party tomorrow>.<
It will be my last time barbecuing with the awesomely crazy IndonesiansXP